The best thing I’ve ever learned about Jesus is that I don’t have to clean myself up to come to Him. I’ve come to Him dirty, broken, overwhelmed…and He never turned me away. He cleaned me up. He held me through it. He’s not scared of your mess. He’s not sitting there waiting for you to be perfect. He already knows everything about you…every mistake, every regret, every heavy thing you carry…and He still wants you. That’s the whole point. He didn’t die for the version of you that has it all together. He died for you, right now, just as you are. If you’re tired of trying to fix everything on your own… come to Him. You don’t have to have the words. Just be real. He’ll take care of the rest. He always does.
I’ve been embarrassed to be the ‘TikTok girl’ for a long time. It felt for so long that no one in my industry did what I did, to the extent that I did it. I didn’t want people to judge me or think I was just some girl who posts videos all day. But the truth is… God gave me this. This platform, this voice, this reach…it’s not random. It’s not a joke. And He’s not embarrassing. He’s the only reason I’m still standing. So if I’m gonna be known for something, let it be that I used what He gave me to point back to Him. This is a point of my life that little Chezni has been dreaming of, it just took some of the darkest, hardest times to wake myself up to the fact that i’ve wasted enough time on here. God’s too good for me to stay quiet just because I’m scared of what the lost might think. Reaching them…that’s the whole reason I’m here